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02/1/2009 12:39 pm
I have such an interesting life…
Goin’ round and round in the same place
Got my own bush to hide therein
And no one’s gonna find me for sure…
Rollercoaster, everybody says…
Well, it’s a jumping boat instead
It’s fun when it hurts,
It’s okay when it’s high…
Will have my own time…
Right on getting what I want
Will have my own moment…
Right on wanting what I’ve got
My world’s here waiting to be touched
You can dive in, if you want to…
Or just walk away, that’s alright…
You see, I have such an interesting life…!
# 02/1/2009 12:38 pm
# to understand is to gain more sadness and grief,
another restless night of loneliness,
its a point of no where in the middle of the darkest hour,
is to long for another soul that will love you back,
even you fully understand that its an impossible request,
but the more it shackled with fine iron of impossibility,
the more did my heart rebels against reality ,
against the circumstances,
this chilled icy breath of emptiness,
is one of the symptoms of a deadly plague called loneliness,
loneliness to have a touch of morning rays once more…
on an icy dry-dead land called heart…
#
I wouldn't say that I'm afraid of commitment,
Just that I'm afraid to find what One special boy .
the One who say ..
" I'll NEVER HURT YOU "
Then the next day , we would break up
and he has another girl around his arm ..
That what I'm afraid of ..
**I hate LOve for One siMple Reason ..
The mOre I dEny it .. the More IT MAKES ME FALL
** The only way You'll know how important
something is in your life is when it gets
taken away from you by someone ..
who can take good care of it better than You !!!
** never try to keep a promise to someone
if you cant make it
It'z better to say .... GOODBYE
and make me cry than to make me
BELIEVE with all your lies .. !!
** NEVER be afraid to try something new
Bcoz LIFE gets boring when you stay
within the limits of what You already know ..!!
# Who I Want to Meet:
EX BF
1 . a guy your once dated , but now either
a . want dead
b . are " friends " with
c . hook up with every once in a while or
d . Have erased all traces that they ever existed
in your life ..
2 . a loser who you dated in the past in which your can now look
back and only regret becouse you were way better than him anyway .
